summer

not really shure what to expect or to do about summer its just to many things expectations ideas wishes...... i dont know....

i try to find a new idea by looking at some of my old stuff realising that the old ideas aren't finished yet.

Its saturday.... after a week of strange communication, thoughts and being to much in my head.

everything changes reality

beginners mind

i am back to the thought about everythings beginning.Its always ways of doing things differently but why dont why do that?
Why is it hard for a well educated and intelligent person to just do things why do we always make understanding the first step of our creativity? In my work with children i find the do part the most important, in some cases it takes some understanding of the software used but mostly the understanding grows while they are working. art can be theory or theories but in the end it comes down to practical work. it takes endurance to go from idea to the end. theory can help but it needs to be turned into practical use. Kids often define their own theories, why does music need to be written from left to right? i have experienced scores written in many mysterious ways but they all make sense and expand my own understanding of what the creative process is about. The scores may need explanaitions it needs to communicate to/with the performers. Almost every score historical or contemprary carries the same problem. Kids scores doesnt leave play out they rather incorporate play into the score. to be contimued

instinct

sometimes the moment just tells you what to do maybe thats instinct or it is not..... ?

doing the impossible, taking the first idea and keeping it alive.

to write a sentence in the secret language is very easy, just follow the pen, brush and its there. whats there its still a secret and will stay a secret until its spoken (even then its a secret and can change) secrets can change.

Action and reaction " In the beginner´s mind there are many possibilities, but in the expert´s there are few." Shunryu Suzuki

some peoples heads are full of secret language or languages, some bodies speak

Problem Nr 2

the secret language thing- so secret that when you write it you can´t understand it because if you understood it, it wouldn´t be secret.
They all sound very differently. It´s all empty until.......

Problem Nr 1

there´s always a problem to meet a problem and make it into yet another problem, not resolving rather expanding into more problems. Storytelling by telling everything at the same time. If many things happen at the same time some people get distracted others will become calm.

this is the other side, it needs to be opened
"the anatomy of a line". This is....just about it